On the Frequency of Feeling: The Energetic Burden of Creation

A commentary on the unseen labor of artists and the metaphysical cost of creation.

“Helping others through what hurts you is one of the unspoken burdens of creative work.”

In every discipline, from law and science to medicine, the concept of labor is tangible and measurable. However, artists shoulder a different kind of work: energetic labor, one that is less physical or procedural and more emotional and vibrational in nature. While the surgeon wields precision and the lawyer logic, the artist channels frequency, emotion, and empathy—currents that are less visible but equally consuming. Creativity requires not just skill or intellect, but unguarded access to emotion, memory, and imagination. Artists do not merely express; they absorb and translate experience into form, a process that demands they feel what others avoid.

At the core of many metaphysical teachings, including those of Neville Goddard, a mid-century mystic and lecturer known for his writings on imagination and the laws of consciousness, is the idea that consciousness shapes reality. Goddard’s Law of Assumption holds that what we assume to be true, with feeling and persistence, becomes the foundation of our experience. He argued that imagination is not a byproduct of thought but the source of reality itself, that assuming the feeling of a fulfilled desire is tantamount to manifesting that reality internally and, eventually, externally.

Artists, whether they intend to or not, operate within this energetic dynamic every day. When a painter loses herself in the texture of grief, when a musician channels heartbreak into a crescendo, when a writer captures collective joy or political unrest through story, these creators are engaging in an act of internal assumption. They willingly place themselves in the emotional state they wish to express, allowing that energy to echo through their work. This is not mere metaphor; it is the very real internal cost of creation.

In that sense, every act of creation is also an act of surrender. Artists imagine, embody, and then, ideally, release the energy once it has taken form.

Consider the realm of performance. Method acting, a term rooted in Konstantin Stanislavski’s early twentieth-century acting system, encourages performers to inhabit the emotional and psychological world of their characters rather than simply imitate them. While Stanislavski emphasized intention, motivation, and truth of experience, later interpretations, particularly those developed by Lee Strasberg and the Actors Studio in New York, pushed the technique toward deep emotional recall and complete psychological embodiment.

Actors such as Joaquin Phoenix in Joker and Jim Carrey in Man on the Moon have become emblematic of this intensity, often engaging in rigorous physical and emotional preparation to evoke authentic despair, instability, or obsession on screen. Critics have noted that such immersion can blur the line between performance and lived experience, leaving lingering emotional residue long after filming ends.

In modern culture, the concept of Method acting often becomes shorthand for emotional immersion, sometimes blurring into celebrity mythmaking. Public fascination with actors who “live” their roles has extended beyond classical practitioners like Phoenix or Daniel Day-Lewis to current figures in popular media. During the filming of Wicked, for instance, fans speculated that Ariana Grande had immersed herself so deeply in the role of Glinda that it began to influence her off-screen presence, noting visible changes in her appearance, tone, and demeanor. Whether these observations reflect conscious technique or energetic entanglement, they speak to a larger truth about the artistic process: when creative work demands total embodiment, the line between portrayal and possession grows thin. In such states of immersion, emotion ceases to be performed and begins to be inhabited, a powerful but precarious exchange that can blur identity and disrupt equilibrium long after the performance ends.

This phenomenon is not limited to actors. Painters, sculptors, and musicians often describe entering a trance-like state when they create, merging with the emotion or vision that drives their work. Michelangelo reportedly spent years painting the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel in near isolation, physically contorted and spiritually absorbed in his depiction of creation itself. Shakespeare, in his tragedies, revealed an uncanny ability to inhabit the full range of human emotion, from jealousy to despair, as though channeling the collective psyche of his time. In visual and literary arts alike, the process can become meditative but consuming; an artist working with themes of grief, divinity, or social unrest must hold that frequency for hours, even days. The creative act becomes both a conduit and a crucible, a space where the artist’s own energy fuses with the energy of the subject until distinction blurs.

This is a profound paradox: helping others through what hurts you is one of the unspoken burdens of creative work. Artists metabolize pain, but if they do not release it, they risk carrying it as residue. Sensitivity does not end with our own creations. Artists absorb the energy of other artists too, through music, film, and story.

Sometimes a song or performance can reopen an old emotional channel, reminding you of the frequencies you once carried. I felt this listening to Faozia’s “Unethical, recently, a song so raw it pulled me back into a familiar sorrow. It reminded me how porous creative empathy can be, how easily we attune to another artist’s wavelength when we have once lived it ourselves. Yet part of artistry is also learning discernment, the ability to feel deeply without surrendering entirely to what we feel. It is healthy to be moved, to let another creator’s work stir emotion, but we must also know when to step back, to ground, to remember that their energy is not ours to hold.

This is the pitfall rarely discussed in the metaphysical community: energy, when unbalanced or intensely positively or negatively charged, can consume the vessel. It is not only dark energy that depletes; even the act of sustaining immense inspiration or emotional voltage can fracture equilibrium. Artists cannot avoid this entirely because their role is not simply to create beauty but to mirror truth. As Nina Simone once said, “An artist’s duty is to reflect the times.” To do so often means confronting the chaos and emotion of those times head-on, transmuting collective pain into understanding.

Protecting energy, then, becomes not a luxury but a necessity. For some, this looks like ritual grounding through prayer, meditation, or solitude after performances. For others, it is energetic hygiene: therapy, movement, sunlight, or detachment from the work once it is complete. Even small, conscious acts, such as stepping outside after writing, washing your hands after painting, or speaking gratitude after a performance, signal to the body and spirit that the energy has been released. The work has left you; it no longer owns you.

True artistry requires not just immersion, but the discipline to let go. The energy that fuels creation must eventually be returned to balance.

From a metaphysical perspective, this reflects Goddard’s principle itself: to imagine, feel, and then let go. The letting go is essential. Without release, the imagination becomes a loop rather than a creation.

To those who practice in emotional and imaginative domains, understanding this energetic burden is not about romanticizing suffering but acknowledging the cost of depth. Just as emotional labor is recognized as real and demanding in care or leadership, so too must the energetic labor of artistry be honored. What artists absorb, they must then transform, and what they transform, they must then release.

Perhaps that is the balance every artist strives to hold: to be both conduit and mirror, open enough to receive what moves through them, but steady enough to let it pass without corrosion. Emotion becomes motion, and energy becomes form, but it must be held with care. In honoring that exchange, art becomes not only expression and commentary but a quiet act of restoration. It is where energy transforms and finds new life in what it touches. Take care of your artists and creatives; have a little more reverence for what they carry. Artists, be gentle with your process. Feel deeply, create bravely, and do not let the art consume you for too long.


Allow me to Re-Introduce Myself : Vogue 73 Questions... again.

Hi Everyone, It is 2024. It has been a while.

The world has gone through a pandemic, I have lost a sister, I have estranged family members who I never ever thought would be estranged, got a new nephew (x2), I have moved moved into my very own apartment in NYC, met some flipping amazing friends and people and have and some incredible opportunities, first relationship, first heartbreak, first exposure to mental abuse, started some creative projects (stay tuned), pursuing my academic dreams (God-Willing), plus more.

I know, I know… you want to hear it all now—JK you likely don’t even know who I am lol— but we will have to get into all that later! For now, in the words of Eminem.. allow me to re-introduce myself..with the VOGUE 73 Questions. I answered these questions a long time ago when I first started this blog, and I found it to be extremely fun and reflective… ok, I must say, as I am typing this out, I am wondering why I have decided to revamp this blog online instead of a visual social media channel. I don’t know… I think I just simply miss writing. We are so inundated with visuals these days; I miss reading and practicing my writing. Also, with the use of AI and chat GPT software, I just want to maintain my own voice. Wow, that got a bit deep. Who is crying? Certainly not me.

Moving forward, last time I started by opening the door to my virtual and luxurious “humble mansion,”but given I pay a good pretty penny for a New York City Shoebo… I mean apartment, we are going to stay genuine today. so..ehhemm..

I still hold this truth to be self-evident that one day I shall be famous enough for Vogue to follow me around and ask me these questions in real life. HeHe.. However, until that dream becomes a reality, this will suffice.

Ok..Lights, Camera, Action!

  1. What causes are important to you? Preventative Healthcare, Protection of the Creative Rights of Talent

  2. Best compliment you’ve ever received? Still, That my walk is powerful and confident. My best friend gave me this compliment when she was recounting the first day we met in college.

  3. Least favorite thing? I still hate roller coasters, and of course all the things I did before, but this time I have also added broke men. Oh, and people who are just always angry or easily angered because, why?

  4. When are you the most creative? After a work out. Can’t belivee I am saying this, but after running on a treadmill, specifically.

  5. When are you the most inspired? Traveling. I am so due for a trip!

  6. Last piece of content you consumed that made you cry? A Tik Tok where this man’s girlfriend surprised him with a cake despite him not celebrating his birthday since he was 13. He cried, then I cried, and it was a whole thing.

  7. Sweet or savory? Savory, although I have developed an incredible sweet tooth. It is still not my favorite taste, though.

  8. Who should people be following right now? Julian De Medeiros, a philosophy buff and assistant lecturer at the University of Kent. I just love how he applies philosophical theories to contemporary happenings.

  9. Celebrity(s) you admire? Oprah, but also because I RECENTLY MET HER IN REAL LIFE. Let me know if you want a story time.

  10. Song you can listen to on repeat? Kaytranada - Intimidated

  11. What makes you smile the most? Oscar Winning Tears - Raye

  12. Last country you visited? Mexico

  13. If you could go to any concert past or present, what would it be? Love concerts, but hate attending them. I prefer music festivals. I’d want to relive BEYCHELLA.

  14. Your affirmation Everyday? I think still this quote: "Do you know who you are? Most importantly do you know Whose you are? You are the child of the most high. Get it together and do what you got to do to make your dreams come true. "

  15. Can you describe yourself in a hashtag? #cloudsurfer

  16. On a scale of 1-10, how excited are you about life right now? ebbs & flows

  17. You are stuck on a deserted island and you only have one book, what are you reading? The Bible, because at that point only GOD can save me 'Halleluuu'

  18. If your life was a musical, what would the marquee say? "Chadia" ( my name means “singer” anyway)

  19. What’s one thing people don’t know about you? I've played 13 sports,total, at different points in my life

  20. Who is your favorite Disney character? The Little Mermaid, Ariel, without a doubt.

  21. If you could star in any movie what would it be? Not sure, not really in my acting bag, right now. Maybe in a celebrity biopic.

  22. What’s your favorite time of day? Sunset - Golden hour, specifically between the hours of 4pm and 7pm.

  23. If you could travel the world with anyone who would it be? My Mother

  24. Dream country to visit? Still Switzerland during Christmas time.

  25. What’s the most sentimental gift received? I appreciate thoughtful gifts... The message board I received for my 22nd Bday

  26. Heels or flats/sneakers? Heels.. hello bunions! IYKYK

  27. Vintage or new? You know, I like vintage, but depends on what it is. I don’t like the idea of buying vintage shoes or basics.

  28. What industry do you see yourself working in? Entertainment Business or Real Estate

  29. Style icon? I don’t have one. I think if you think you look good, then go ahead girl. lol I like 90’s era, though.

  30. What are the three things you can’t live without? Family, Best Friends & Music

  31. Favorite pastime? Photography

  32. What 3 people living or dead would you like to make dinner for? Oprah, Beyonce, Tracee Ellis Ross

  33. What’s your biggest fear in life? Not traveling enough

  34. Window or aisle seat? Window

  35. What’s your current T.V. character obsession? Titus Andromedon

  36. Leather or Lace? Leather

  37. Most adventurous thing you’ve done in your life? Told an interviewer I lived in state and literally jumped on a 4 hour bus ride to my interview.. I got the job and moved to New York City two weeks later.

  38. How would you define yourself in three words? Loyal, Compassionate, Empathetic

  39. Favorite piece of clothing that you own? my maroon leather jacket

  40. Must have clothing item everyone should have? pointed leather high leg boots.

  41. Superpower you would want? Invisibility

  42. What’s inspiring you in life right now? New York City.. um is this currently my personality?! lol

  43. Best piece of advice you’ve received? Red nails, always… oh and just do it ;)

  44. What is your pet peeve? Gum chewers, loud mouth breathers, and liars

  45. What is more important to you in a relationship? Loyalty

  46. What is your favorite spirit human ? Shera Seven

  47. What is something you notice about someone when you first meet them? Literally, their energy.

  48. What is your biggest regret? The time spent sweating the small stuff

  49. Best way to rest/decompress? walking all over the citayyyy

  50. Favorite place to view art? THE MET

  51. What is heavily played on your music playlist right now? Afrobeats

  52. If you could master one instrument, what would it be? piano

  53. What are some of your must have beauty products? Mascara, concealer, brown lip liner, & gloss

  54. How do you react to criticism? I take into consideration

  55. Mantra? No failures, just growth!

  56. How would you describe your style? …whatever looks good on me….

  57. Funniest person in the world right now? man, these tik tok creators are hilarious!

  58. What’s your favorite board game? Cards Against Humanity

  59. What is your guilty pleasure? funny side of Tik Tok, I don’t even know what to tell you.

  60. What did you read most recently? The Tao of Pooh

  61. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds

  62. How do you start your day? Prayer and Face Wash

  63. What is the best thing in the world right now? Humor

  64. Pilates or yoga? I don’t do either, but I think I’d like pilates more.

  65. Coffee or tea? Tea

  66. What is your favorite holiday? Christmas

  67. Dark chocolate or milk chocolate? Milk Chocolate

  68. If you could raid one woman's closet who would it be? Amy Shehab

  69. Summer or winter? ...Spring!

  70. If you could switch lives with one person for a day who would it be? Oprah

  71. What is your favorite place that makes you feel happy? Malibu

  72. A skill you’re working on mastering? Writing

  73. How would you like to be remembered? A good friend

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